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56845.) I don’t believe anyone is truly happy.
They say that you should never regret a relationship, because at some point, it was what you really wanted.
But I disagree.
If it was exactly what I wanted, then we wouldn’t have broken up in the first place.
only you.
It was you, whom I recognized at first glance
This is fate’s most beautiful arrangement
It’s love that helped you with the long wait
We only need to be in love now for happiness to arrive
Having seen past all of yesterday’s sorrows
It’s to train me to be brave for you
True love has lit up the dark night sky
We’ve searched for each other our whole live; let’s not part again
I hate myself for not making it in time to be part of your past
Sorry for making you wait
I’m willing to give everything to exchange
The other half of my soul
I will climb the highest mountain
I will swim the deepest seas
Every word you spoke to me, is part of our secret
Tightly embracing the one and only you, an uncontrollable resolute
Even if the world may become my enemy
I’m willing, I’m willing to do anything
I’m willing to give everything
In exchange for the other half of my soul
原諒我
Please don’t hold onto the memories of the kisses and promises we made after we’ve broken up, because your eternity is no longer in my possession. I silently kept my head down when I had so much to say, but all the words were choked up in my throat. Your laughter and your happiness, perhaps I had loved too thought too much. I felt that she would be more suitable for you than me, and I became distant so that I could break up with you first. Please forgive me, forgive me for being immature. Not loving you was only an excuse to make it easier for you to leave me. Please forgive me; I wish I can selfishly have all of you. Let me endure the loneliness for you in exchange for you to have a better life. I loved, I hated, I cried, and I even laughed. I felt the vulnerability in your kiss, but in fact I was more vulnerable than anyone. Forgive me, I must continue to pretend that our love was a mistake. Don’t let time drag, because I’m afraid it will make it harder for me to speak. Forgive me, for not giving you a explanation. Please completely forget about me, as to love is also to let go.
Because I understand.
To me, the saddest thing a person can say is “It’s okay because I’m used to it.”
(via kurosai)
